i know he loves me
by heather hay

when i'm crying all alone
and no one's there to save me
when mylife isn't working out
and i need a friend to help me

bridge:
it's my big brother who comes to help me because. . .

chorus:
he cares about me
he hears my cries
he understands my fears
he loves me more than i can tell
when i'm feeling so alone
he holds me in his arms
and wipes my tears away
he suffered for my sins
so i can live again
and i know that he loves me


when the world trys to pull me in
and i need someone to pull me out
when i am on my own
and no one's there to show me the way
when i'm on the wrong path
and i need pulled back


bridge:
it's my big brother who comes to help me because. . .

chorus:
he cares about me
he hears my cries
he understands my fears
he loves me more than i can tell
when i'm feeling so alone
he holds me in his arms
and wipes my tears away
he suffered for my sins
so i can live again
and i know that he loves me


and i know that he loves me
i know that he cares
he watches over me
so i can truly see
that he loves me
he listens to my worries
he died for me
so that must mean that he loves me


chorus:
he cares about me
he hears my cries
he understands my fears
he loves me more than i can tell
when i'm feeling so alone
he holds me in his arms
and wipes my tears away
he suffered for my sins
so i can live again
and i know that he loves me

FRIENDS FOREVER
by heather hay 1/14/05

i thought that we would never be pulled apart
now all of the sudden you are moving miles away
i don't know what i will do with out you and
i don't know how i will cope
but i do know that we will still be friends no matter what
you have always been here for me
and i have been here for you
even with you away that is never going to change
i will write you lots of letters
and let you know what's up
even though you won't be here when i turn sweet 16
and even though we won't graduate together
everything will be the same
we will still be friends
forever on end
and never fall apart
i know i will miss you
but you will always be in my heart

OUR SONG

february 28, 2005


the feeling that i felt
when my hand met yours
your eyes looking deep into mine
as we connected
your arms around me
and mine around you
as we danced to our song

CHORUS
i miss it all
i miss you
your touch
your hand
and our song
the happiness i felt
when i was with you
i miss it all
but most of all i miss you

i could stare at you
if i got caught
you would smile and be glad
i was there
you sang me our song
on the phone
the thought was great
but it sounded horrible
but still

CHORUS

the phonecalls
the emails
the flowers
and the cards
the smiles
the hugs
yes i miss it all

CHORUS

why can't i tell you that this is how i feel
and why can't i tell you that i want you here with me in my arms
hold me close
and let us be together

chorusX2

yes i miss you

NO NAME

if i could walk to the moon and back
i would walk strait to you
and if i could live every moment with someone
i would choose you
because your the only reason i'm happy
and your the only reason i'm alive
and if i could choose that special someone today
it would be you
i hear you voice
and my heart jumps
you look me in the eyes
and i know that you care

Hurt
june 13, 2005

we aren't good for each other
all we do is hurt each other
but i can't do it
i can't fight it anymore
i can't hide it anymore
because i love you more than i can say
i miss you more and more each day
but we can't do it
it just hurts too much
but what am i supose to do with myself
without you
without everything you do for me
it feels like without the pain
i'm empty
without you hand in mine
it hurts
i don't know how to fight these fears
do i hide them or do i just cry with them
either way it hurts